Finally, we are on the last essay of the semester. This is very exciting news, but at the same time very scary too because we have so much work to do that I am overwhelmed. Right now, I am just going to focus on the essay and worry about the other assignments later because once my essay is done, then the other things shouldn’t be too hard to do. I really have no idea what my topic should be for my essay. I know that we are supposed to write about something that we are interested in, but topics that would be fun to write about have nothing to do with healing and I wouldn’t be able to find enough information to write an 8-10 page paper on that. Even though this is a free choice paper, I am still not looking forward to it. It’s still an assignment just like the other papers. Sometimes I think that this paper will be harder than the other ones just because I like guidelines. I like to know what to include in my paper so I can get a good grade. This paper is going to be hard to structure because there aren’t any specifics that we have to include besides sources and Pennebaker and DeSalvo. I hate starting the shitty first drafts of essays because it is always so overwhelming.